Boy am I sucking with regard to this blog lately. Sorry. I've been focusing on my writing - both my novel (doing final edit, very slowly, and adding some scenes), and my poems (revising 8-10 of them and sending them out, which takes forever, as the lit mags are super picky about their guidelines - exhausting). Plus meeting with both my fiction and poetry critique groups. These are all good things, but haven't left much time for reading and blogging.
So here I am catching up again!
I went to another English Country Dance (ECD) at St. Mark's Church on Monday.It's been two months since the class I organized at the Baltimore Hostel and the ECD I went to the next night at St Mark's. Boy did I suck there too. I was okay for the first two dances, but in the next few, ended up at places in the set where I and my partner were standing out, so we didn't get to do the practice at the start of the dance. I don't know about you but I learn by doing not watching, so without that practice, I was chaos in heels (well, not really, I was in flats, but you know what I mean).
I know it shouldn't have frustrated me because it was all in good fun - and it is fun and the people are so lovely and patient and encouraging - but I was frustrated. The snowstorms kept me from going back in February and then, as mentioned, I was working on my writing in March, so now I have to try to make more of a regular effort. I have plans to go back in two weeks.
It was the 'heys' that got me. I really got totally lost in them. This is the figure in which you cross and recross the other members of your group in the set. Your group can be four or six people. Sometimes you cross once in a square, sometimes you go down the set a few people and back. Sometimes both! If I had stood in the center of the set and people had spun me as they went past I couldn't have been more disoriented.
But, as mentioned, everyone was so nice about it, and my partners especially. At the end several other men came up to tell me they'd ask me to dance next time (I always leave at the break, which is about 9:15 pm, because of work the next day). So sweet. I just can't say enough about what a great group of people you'll meet at an ECD!
I also finished Sanditon, The Watsons, and Lady Susan (of the three, only Lady Susan is complete, the others are unfinished) and enjoyed Lady Susan the most. I read that a theater in NYC is staging a reading of it as a fundraiser on April 12th, but can't handle another trip to NYC so I'll have to miss. It's wonderfully irreverent and witty and lively. Lady Susanhas a marvelous voice and is deliciously wicked. A voice Austen never returned to (except maybe a little dabble via Mary Crawford). Maybe it was just too nasty and she felt she didn't want to get sucked in to that. I find that so interesting after all the murders, infidelities, and scandals reported to take place in her juvenalia.
The Watsons was of little interest to me, though I enjoyed the heroine. Her family was dreadful, I could see Fanny Price returning to Portsmouth and being confronted by the poor manners of her family in this story. And the level of detail about one dance - before and after! Not as interesting for this reader as it was for the characters, in my opinion. It didn't feel as polished as her other works. I'm sure scholars find much to dissect in this and the other works but, again, I'm not a scholar.
Sanditon was sort of a mix of Northanger Abbey and Persuasion for me, in terms of tone. Charlotte Heywood seems very much like Catherine Morland, but there's not enough of her for me to connect with her, or any other character. They just didn't feel as substantial as in P&P and S&S. The similarity to Persuasion, for me, was in the location - the seaside, and the number of characters all coming together in this little village. And now, I have to say, maybe a bit of Mansfield Park, as the Earl and his sister seem a bit like the Crawfords.
I am now halfway through the Claire Tomalin biography. There's a new one out, by the way, here's the interview with the author, Claire Harman, on NPR. It's called Jane's Fame: How Jane Austen Conquered the World. (Yes, Linda Wertheimer does actually say 'gothic-ee.' Hmmm.)
Now, as promised, let me catch up on my meeting with Juliette Wells.
Juliette is on the left. :)
Here is a link to the podcastof her talk at Goucher:
Let me just say that I really need to work on this interviewing business. I ended up getting us into too chatty of a place about the books and Marianne and love of Austen and not enough focus on real questions.
A reminder that she's writing about how Austen has been appropriated by popular culture. So we ended up talking about that and all the books out there, many of which you have surely read!
Books like:
Jane Austen's Guide to Dating
A Walk With Jane Austen
Dating Mr. Darcy
Dear Jane Austen
What Jane Austen Taught Me About Life and Love
Tarot of Jane Austen (seriously! I don't have that one)
She asked me my favorite Austen novel (Persuasion), and told me that's the thinking person's Austen, which made me happy. By the way, this not being your favorite doesn't mean you're a non-thinker!
And we discussed Marianne and Elinor a bit. She asked me if I thought Marianne had compromised herself in marrying Col. Brandon - she's modeling herself on Elinor, sacrificing her romantic and creative sides (creative - music playing, which she doesn't do after Willoughby, despite what the movies show you). After rereading the book, I was reminded that the text does say that Marianne was a reward for all Col. Brandon had suffered. Much as I adore him myself, that's not very positive. And Marianne grows to love him. Also not quite what one would wish.
And what of Elinor, who is tested time and time again throughout the book? Juliette said that Austen needs people to be like Elinor, using sense to rule emotions. But, for us, a balance between the two sisters is better and more sensible.
We discussed my project and that's when she told me about the 18th century practice of reading for moral improvement. Fiction was included in the reading list as long as the characters were admirable and the story worthwhile, if it expressed good principles. The main characters need to experience a moment of humiliation and then a a thorough self-examination and self-reproof for bad behavior.
This is what made me realize I'm doing the project as a pilgrimage to the self as well as a plundering of the self.
We discussed the Chawton Fellowship and she encouraged me to contact them to inquire about my project, and then I let her go. It was her last day at Goucher and I didn't want to take up any more than a half hour of her time.
For more of her articles go here.
I greatly appreciate her time and her serious consideration of my project and its questions. If you have the chance to hear her speak, please go! And keep checking Amazon for her book - maybe next year.
Now it's time to go through the novels and my notebooks and make the Marianne Reading List once and for all. I will, of course, start with Cowper.
Good to be back!